hey girls, i just finished my first day of classes..yesterday i moved in and today went pretty good.
i feel so optimistic about this year. Did pretty good, had a salad and some fruit, later tonight im going to the gym. I love when you feel like its a new start, a clean slate.
hope everyone else is doing well <3

So today went well, ate only a small slice of pizza and a salad.
Swam a little, and layed out by the pool for the rest of the day.

I went to target with my cousins to get a float for the pool and stopped in the baby section. Everything was so small and SOOO cute, I cannot wait for my cousin to have her baby (or atleast find out if its a boy or a girl). Other than that nothing much happened, still waiting to hear from CVS for a job, hopefully soon because I really need some money! Basically thats all that happened in my very exciting life.

I hardly ever use livejournal, but I should. I really do need somewhere to put down all my thoughts and feelings, so here they are.

*He said we cannot talk anymore, due to his girlfriend. She and him have the same cell phone plan so she sees every number that he calls and has been getting shit from it ever since she figured out my number, which sucks. I know I shouldnt be talking to him to begin with, #1 because of my boyfriend and #2 because he just hurts me half of the time, but I cant help it and Im surprised that I am taking it as hard as I am.

On a better note, I am determined to lose weight -now more than ever. Ever since I have been out of school I've done nothing BUT eat. I eat all the time and have gained 4lbs, which makes me sick. So I'm done, done eating, and today I've done pretty well. Im satisfied with myself actually.

I have a million other things on my mind: my cousin being pregnant, my boyfriend being fucked over by his parents (Im scared it will mess with our relationship), my ex-best fried who I want to make up with soooo bad, my brother and sister, and last SCHOOL: money $$$..

Thats it for NOW.
PS I NEED a JOB!

so i just bought zantrex 3 (ephedra free)

anyone hear anything about it...has anyone used it b4???
i'd love to hear some comments...

and one more thing.
I snooped because i had a feeling that my roomate and my best friend were talking shit about me..and so i found out that they were and they were talking about me not eating and its just pissing me off..both of them are on diets and trying to loose some weight and im just so mad that they are so jealous that i have more self discipline then they will ever have!!!
omg so madd..
sorry just had to let it out!
<3 julia

last night was fun, i mean the part when i went to my friends house to drink, but then it got bad when i got home with *him i started throwing up from drinking it was gross but oh well atleast i got rid of some of the calories right?? i am starting to really fall for *him but it would never work...

i have the biggest headache, havent eaten hardly anything since this morning and still i only had a cup of tea. i hate headaches soo much and if i take tylenol or something it will only mkae me feel worse. ugh..

i am new to live journal, have never even had one before, so i am learning the ropes. i am going to try and get some friends or whatever...my name is julie, i am 18 yrs. old, and live in philadelphia.